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1.
Dead Louise 04:44
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It’s purgatory; a dead end street A turkey shoot; a lottery It’s corporate cold; it’s like bad sex It’s chicken feet by TV sets It’s overkill; it’s crack and E’s It’s underloved; it’s dead Louise It’s making up; it’s cracking down It’s Stetson spies on circus grounds What’s coming next? The times will change and I’ll be back again These times will change and I’ll be back again And you and I will both be beautiful You and I will both be beautiful It’s far extremes; it’s Babylon It’s dog eat dog; it’s amazon It’s murder one; it’s murder two It’s murder me and murder you It’s crowded air; it’s crowded parks It’s crowded chairs and crowded hearts It’s search for truth; search for lies It’s to inspire; it’s to deny What’s coming next (chorus) Dead louise; dead Louise Dead Louise; dead Louise It’s back to basics; against the wall Cynical cocks without the balls It’s token pleasure; it’s token tongues It’s sloppy business; it’s soggy crumbs It’s exploitation; it’s expertise It’s calculation then cups of tea It’s empty vessels; dirty tricks It’s entertainment and so be it
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Street of Early Sorrows 03:54
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How I feel belongs to me; I decide if it’s going to hurt I write down what it wants to do; I let go when I feel its right Cause it’s mine; its mine; it might hurt; but its mine Being born wasn’t good for me; being born turned me loose on love Being born gave me bad ideas; being born killed my hopes and dreams But I’m here; I’m here; it’s my turn; and I’m here When you live on the street of early sorrows You turn in your tomorrows And love is only borrowed On the street of early sorrows Your life is alive and that’s a fact; you’re too far gone now to ever turn back You can’t jump off of each lonely bridge; you can’t put all your clouds in the fridge Cause you’re on; you’re on; it’s your turn; you’re on You have a taste for the company of angels You got a room back in Arkansas I met you under an American sun; i turned up with a broken heart We got too close to life on earth; we both found a way to die And we’re done; we’re done; it was our turn; now we’re done We got our kicks at the sight of Jesus We had our fun with the son of God When you live on the street of early sorrows You turn in your tomorrows And love is only borrowed On the street of early sorrows When you live on the street of early sorrows You turn in your tomorrows You give back what you borrow To the street of early sorrows
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Firing Squad 04:50
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Don’t you want to love me some more? Don’t you want to take what you came here for? On the road leaving town Where that sign’s fallen down I can wait for you there all my life And the train that you’re on It’s a long time gone Like the days that you leave behind And in my hour of need No one saw me bleed No one heard me howl And in my wasted days Time was not afraid To be my firing squad Don’t you want to tear me apart? Don’t you want to wait till the light turns dark? In the southern sphere of my deepest fear Where the hills have their eyes on my soul That’s where you can do your worst Like a poet giving birth Like a madman at the side of the road And in my hour of need No one saw me bleed No one heard me howl And in my wasted days Time was not afraid To be my firing squad Now love doesn’t live here anymore And I know what the world is for Don’t you want to raise the alarm? Don’t you want to say I have done you harm? I can see looking back That my train went off the tracks And the world, oh the world wasn’t there And I know now what it’s for I know what waits behind its door I know the loneliness has gotten to me (chorus) Now love doesn’t live here anymore And I know what the world is for I know what the world is for
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If Truth Be Told 05:10
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I can be seen in the sight of love I can be mean with the stars above I can be seen in the sight of love And where in the world do you think you are Changing your mind or just driving your car I can be seen in the sight of love And if my god could roll into Ohio If my heart could change a dozen things I’d be half as bad; I’d be twice as good I’d be on my way if truth be told I could be next to the one you are Mixing it up on the road to Mars I could be next to the one you are And I can be held in the heat of the night Doing it wrong and doing it right I could be next to the one you are And if my god could roll into Ohio If my heart could change a dozen things I’d be half as bad; I’d be twice as good I’d be on my way home to you But if all truth be told I’m a lonely road I’m the first and last fool on the hill And if your eyes could see The good I’m trying to be I’d be half home if truth be told I’ve never seen the light of love Shine so bright in your eyes I’ve never had the chance to know What goes on in your sky? I’m at your door I could be shot in the sight of love Doing my time with the stars above I could be shot in the sight of love And where in the world do you think you are Living your life or just locking your car I could be shot in the sight of love And if my god could roll into Ohio If my heart could change a dozen things I’d be half as bad; I’d be twice as good I’d be on my way home to you But if all truth be told I’m a lonely road I’m the first and last fool on the hill And if your eyes could see The good I’m trying to be I’d be half home if truth be told, I’d be half way home if truth be told I’d be half way home…if truth be told
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I'm a Good Man 04:37
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Then I needed love; then I did it wrong Then I made mistakes; then I wasn’t strong Then I hurt somebody; I didn’t read the signs It took a human heart to change my only mind Now I can fly; I can ride on the wings of time Look through the years to find The man that I know I can be The truth that has helped me to see, that I’m a good man walking around I’m a good man walking around I’ve got a good heart here in my chest I’ve got a good heart walking around I’ve got a good heart walking around I’ve got all the things a good man needs to have I got all the time to take the morning back I’ve got all the thoughts that my new mind will need To keep my feet on earth; to keep my eye on me Now I can cry; I can see through the rain in my tears Live through the life of my years As the man that I know I can be The man that is already free, and I’m a good man walking around I’m a good man walking around I’ve got a good heart here in my chest I’ve got a good heart walking around I’ve got a good heart walking around I’m a good man walking around Intro I’ve got the kind of man a good man likes to have I’ve got the kind of hope to help me not be sad I’ve got the kind of eyes to see things as they are It took a human being to reach my human heart Now I can live; I’ve got all my instructions for life I can walk through the days and the nights As the man that I know I can be The man that is already me
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I Want You To Go 05:18
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I’m confronted by your ways I’m confronted by your days And where you go at night I’m surrounded by your charm I know it does me harm And bring me back to life I’m concerned about your smile I know it takes awhile For things to come to light I’m rejected by your mind But your body should be kind And take me off the ice And I want you to know; I want you to go I want you to know; I want you to go I’m disturbed by what you say And how you look away From everything you want I’ve decided you’re the cause Of everything I’ve lost But don’t think you’re to blame I’ve been damaged by your chill I’ve been damaged by your pills Swallowed in your sight I’ve pretended not to stare and I see you everywhere I recognize the fright Instrumental I’m prevented from your love This disintegrating hush Will carry me away I’ve corrupted young and old Stood firmly in the cold And still have time to die I’ve invaded many lands You wouldn’t understand The good I want to be I persuaded you to stay I persuaded you away From my loneliness
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My Imagination 04:01
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I was standing by an ocean Using my imagination I was waiting at the station there for you I was filling in the ages With my ink and empty pages I was going to leave a century for you Eyes and eyes and eyes that look at Eyes and eyes and eyes that look at you Look at you My imagination can see you But I want you for real now My imagination can feel you But I want you for real now I was watching Buster Keaton I was in my flat in London I was picking up the telephone to you I was waltzing in Montana I was working back in New York I was riding on the subway there with you Eyes and eyes and eyes that look at Eyes and eyes and eyes that look at you Look at you (chorus) I was thinking it was my imagination I was really at the station there with you I was thinking it was my imagination Coming true My imagination I was standing by an ocean Using my imagination I was talking with the ancients about you I was filling in the ages With my ink and empty pages I was going to leave a century for you Eyes and eyes and eyes that look at Eyes and eyes and eyes that look at you Look at you (chorus)
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Tickle 05:12
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It’s just official, don’t have to look for answers It’s just judicial, just for liars and tatters It’s just defeated, it’s just admitted failure It’s just perverted, a kind of strange behavior How can someone say what’s in my heart How can someone say what’s in my heart How can someone say what’s in my heart Look into the light and see the dark It’s just opinion, a sink or swim dominion It’s just a missile, it’s not supposed to tickle It’s just a killing, and you’re immune and willing It’s your potential, just essential viewing How can someone say what’s in my heart How can someone say what’s in my heart How can someone say what’s in my heart Look into the light and see the dark How can someone hear what’s in my heart Look into the light and see the dark How can someone say what’s in my heart Yes I’ve had it all before Yes I’ve seen it on these shores Yes I’ve had it all before And if I let you through my door I’ll just see it all some more If I let you through my door You’re automatic, inside your shirt and jacket You’re democratic, as long as fashion has it Suck on sunshine, suck on stars and static You’re telepathic, that’s what I forecasted How can someone say what’s in my heart How can someone say what’s in my heart How can someone say what’s in my heart Look into the light and see the dark Yes I’ve had it all before Yes I’ve seen it on these shores Yes I’ve had it all before And if I let you through my door I’ll just see it all some more If I let you through my door
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On Dark Days 04:12
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All the love I know I feel All the things I know are real Sleep like sisters in my heart And all the feelings that I have All the ones that didn’t last Pass like whispers in the dark And every angel that I trust Every devil in the dust Has settled on my soul Oh I, I don’t care anymore I can’t feel anything but myself On dark days I can’t go anywhere I can’t see anything but myself Every desert I come from Every wicked thing I’ve done Has kept me in the cold And every cold wind at my door Every cold wind on my floor Has told me I don’t know How to love anymore I can’t feel anything but myself On dark days I don’t go anywhere I can’t find anyone but myself All the seconds that I’ve lived All the good and bad I did Won’t carry me to you And every angle that I trust Every devil in the dust Has seen the way I am Oh I, I don’t care anymore I can’t feel anything but myself On dark days I can’t go anywhere I can’t find anything but myself

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released February 26, 2021

Mixed by: Cameron Craig
All string arrangements by: Amy Langley
Mastered by: Barry Grint
Photography: Karim Stewart

Musicians:
Bastian Juel
Kristoffer Sonne
Nikolaj Torp Larsen
Eivind Helgerod
Anders Opdhal
Nicolay Tangen Svennaes
Leo Abrahams
Nick Yeatman
Timothy Hutton
Karlos Edwards
Preston Heyman
Fred Ball
The Dirty Pretty Strings
Amy Langley
Martin Slattery
Luke Bullen
and louderman

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louderman is a singer-songwriter project in the contemporary acoustic genre for the TV/Film licensing business. The writing aims to produce songs that are cinematic, classic and timeless.

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